Friday, May 14, 2010

Forward

This is for grand plans. Because I will not remain in this dead city I adore and abhor. Because I will reach the triple digits in weight. (God willing.) Because I will get rid of this absurd heartache that stems from fictional romances. Because I will find some ladder for you to reach me and maybe I'll break from this birdcage. If not, we might be on equal footing.

This is for finding sleep. So that when I wake each morning, it doesn't feel like a mild hangover. So that there is clarity and clear consciousness. So that I can leave this zombie state of mind and state of being.

I will not be the Skeleton Girl.

I will be the Girl with High Rise Schemes and Saw Fit to Accomplish Them.

First step, sleep. Then wake. Then crack that book open.

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